Archive for September, 2008

I wish…

Posted in Life, Rants on September 18, 2008 by abraxus

that I could trust my wife.

that she actually wanted to spend time with me.

that she cared enough to notice what she is putting me through.

that she didn’t care more about having fun with others than spending time with her own husband even when I am sitting right there next to her.

that she wouldn’t force me to take up her interests just so I can have some social contact with her.

that it didn’t take me exploding into an arguement to make her see how upset I am.

that I could handle this all better without being depressed and hurt and angry every minute of the day.